Take this fainted heart
Take these tainted hands
Wash me in Your love
Come like grace again
Even when my strength is lost
I'll praise You
Even when I have no song
I'll praise You
Even when it's hard to find the words
Louder then I'll sing Your praise
I will only sing Your praise
I will only sing Your praise
I will only sing Your praise
Take this mountain weight
Take these ocean tears
Hold me through the trial
Come like hope again
Even when the fight seems lost
I'll praise You
Even when it hurts like hell
I'll praise You
Even when it makes no sense to sing
Louder then I'll sing Your praise
I will only sing Your praise
I will only sing Your praise
I will only sing Your praise
And my heart burns only for You
You are all You are all I want
And my soul waits only for You
And I will sing till the morning has come
Lord my heart burns only for You
You are all You are all I want
And my soul waits only for You
And I will sing till the miracle comes
I will only sing Your praise
I will only sing Your praise
I will only sing Your praise
Even when the morning comes
I'll praise You
Even when the fight is won
I'll praise You
Even when my time on earth is done
Louder then I'll sing your praise
0:12What I want to talk about is, as background,is the idea that cars are art.This is actually quite meaningful to me,because car designers tend to be a little bit low on the totem pole --we don't do coffee table books with just one lamp inside of it --and cars are thought so much as a productthat it's a little bit difficult to get into the aesthetic sideunder the same sort of terminology that one would discuss art.And so cars, as art, brings it into an emotional plane -- if you accept that --that you have to deal with on the same level you would with art with a capital A.
0:45Now at this point you're going to see a picture of Michelangelo.This is completely different than automobiles.Automobiles are self-moving things, right? Elevators are automobiles.And they're not very emotional; they solve a purpose;and certainly automobiles have been around for 100 yearsand have made our lives functionally a lot better in many ways;they've also been a real pain in the ass,because automobiles are really the thing we have to solve.We have to solve the pollution, we have to solve the congestion --but that's not what interests me in this speech.
1:18What interests me in this speech is cars. Automobiles may be what you use,but cars are what we are, in many ways.And as long as we can solve the problems of automobiles,and I believe we can, with fuel cells or hydrogen, like BMW is really hip on,and lots of other things, then I think we can look past thatand try and understand why this hook is in many of us --of this car-y-ness -- and what that means, what we can learn from it.That's what I want to get to. Cars are not a suit of clothes;cars are an avatar. Cars are an expansion of yourself:they take your thoughts, your ideas, your emotions, and they multiply it --your anger, whatever. It's an avatar.It's a super-waldo that you happen to be inside of, and if you feel sexy,the car is sexy. And if you're full of road rage,you've got a "Chevy: Like a Rock," right?
2:07Cars are a sculpture -- did you know this?That every car you see out there is sculpted by hand.Many people think, "Well, it's computers,and it's done by machines and stuff like that."Well, they reproduce it, but the originals are all done by hand.It's done by men and women who believe a lot in their craft.And they put that same kind of tension into the sculpting of a carthat you do in a great sculpture that you would go and look at in a museum.That tension between the need to express, the need to discover,then you put something new into it,and at the same time you have bounds of craftsmanship.Rules that say, this is how you handle surfaces;this is what control is all about; this is how you show you're a master of your craft.And that tension, that discovery, that push for something new --and at the same time, that sense of obligationto the regards of craftsmanship --that's as strong in cars as it is in anything.We work in clay, which hasn't changed muchsince Michelangelo started screwing around with it,and there's a very interesting analogy to that too.Real quickly -- Michelangelo once said he's there to "discover the figure within," OK?There we go, the automobile.That was 100 years right there -- did you catch that?Between that one there, and that one there, it changed a lot didn't it?OK, it's not marketing; there's a very interesting car concept here,but the marketing part is not what I want to talk about here.I want to talk about this.Why it means you have to wash a car, what is it, that sensualityyou have to touch about it? That's the sculpture that goes into it. That sensuality.And it's done by men and women working just like this, making cars.
3:37Now this little quote about sculpture from Henry Moore,I believe that that "pressure within" that Moore's talking about --at least when it comes to cars --comes right back to this idea of the mean.It's that will to live, that need to survive, to express itself,that comes in a car, and takes over people like me.And we tell other people, "Do this, do this, do this," until this thing comes alive.We are completely infected. And beauty can be the resultof this infectiousness; it's quite wonderful.This sculpture is, of course, at the heart of all of it,and it's really what puts the craftsmanship into our cars.And it's not a whole lot different, really, when they're working like this,or when somebody works like this.It's that same kind of commitment, that same kind of beauty.
4:17Now, now I get to the point. I want to talk about cars as art.Art, in the Platonic sense, is truth; it's beauty, and love.Now this is really where designers in car business diverge from the engineers.We don't really have a problem talking about love.We don't have a problem talking about truth or beauty in that sense.That's what we're searching for --when we're working our craft, we are really trying to find that truth out there.We're not trying to find vanity and beauty.We're trying to find the beauty in the truth.However, engineers tend to look at things a little bit more Newtonian,instead of this quantum approach.We're dealing with irrationalisms,and we're dealing with paradoxes that we admit exist,and the engineers tend to look things a little bit more liketwo and two is four, and if you get 4.0 it's better, and 4.000 is even better.And that sometimes leads to bit of a divergencein why we're doing what we're doing.We've pretty much accepted the fact, though,that we are the women in the organization at BMW --BMW is a very manly type business, -- men, men, men; it's engineers.And we're kind of the female side to that. That's OK,that's cool. You go off and be manly. We're going to be a little bit more female.Because what we're interested in is finding form that's more than just a function.
5:25We're interested in finding beauty that's more than just an aesthetic;it's really a truth.And I think this idea of soul, as being at the heart of great cars,is very applicable. You all know it. You know a car when you've seen it,with soul. You know how strong this is.Well, this experience of love, and the experience of design, to me,are interchangeable. And now I'm coming to my story.
5:45I discovered something about love and design through a project called Deep Blue.And first of all, you have to go with me for a second, and say,you know, you could take the word "love" out of a lot of things in our society,put the word "design" in, and it still works,like this quote here, you know. It kind of works, you know?You can understand that. It works in truisms."All is fair in design and war."Certainly we live in a competitive society.I think this one here, there's a pop songthat really describes Philippe Starck for me, you know, this is likeyou know, this is like puppy love, you know, this is cool right?Toothbrush, cool.It really only gets serious when you look at something like this. OK?
6:23(Laughter)
6:25This is one substitution that I believeall of us, in design management, are guilty of.And this idea that there is more to love,more to design, when it gets down to your neighbor, your other,it can be physical like this, and maybe in the future it will be.But right now it's in dealing with our own people,our own teams who are doing the creating. So, to my story.The idea of people-work is what we work with here,and I have to make a bond with my designers when we're creating BMWs.We have to have a shared intimacy, a shared vision --that means we have to work as one family;we have to understand ourselves that way.There's good times; there's interesting times;and there's some stress times too.You want to do cars, you've got to go outside.You've got to do cars in the rain; you've got to do cars in the snow.That's, by the way, is a presentation we made to our board of directors.We haul their butts out in the snow, too. You want to know cars outside?Well, you've got to stand outside to do this.And because these are artists, they have very artistic temperaments.All right? Now one thing about art is, art is discovery,and art is discovering yourself through your art. Right?And one thing about cars is we're all a little bit like Pygmalion,we are completely in love with our own creations.This is one of my favorite paintings, it really describes our relationship with cars.This is sick beyond belief.
7:48(Laughter)
7:50But because of this, the intimacy with which we work together as a teamtakes on a new dimension, a new meaning.We have a shared center; we have a shared focus --that car stays at the middle of all our relationships.And it's my job, in the competitive process, to narrow this down.I heard today about Joseph's death genesthat have to go in and kill cell reproduction.You know, that's what I have to do sometimes.We start out with 10 cars; we narrow it down to five cars,down to three cars, down to two cars, down to one car,and I'm in the middle of that killing, basically.Someone's love, someone's baby.This is very difficult, and you have to have a bond with your teamthat permits you to do this, because their life is wrapped up in that too.They've got that gene infected in them as well,and they want that to live, more than anything else.
8:46Well, this project, Deep Blue, put me in contact with my teamin a way that I never expected, and I want to pass it on to you,because I want you to reflect on this, perhaps in your own relationships.We wanted to a do a car which was a complete leap of faith for BMW.We wanted to do a team which was so removed from the way we'd done it,that I only had a phone number that connected me to them.So, what we did was: instead of having a staff of artists that are just your wrist,we decided to free up a team of creative designers and engineersto find out what's the successor to the SUV phenomenon in America.This is 1996 we did this project. And so we sent them off with this team name,Deep Blue. Now many people know Deep Blue from IBM --we actually stole it from them because we figuredif anybody read our faxes they'd think we're talking about computers.It turned out it was quite clever because Deep Blue,in a company like BMW, has a hook -- "Deep Blue," wow, cool name.So people get wrapped up in it. And we took a team of designers,and we sent them off to America. And we gave them a budget,what we thought was a set of deliverables,a timetable, and nothing else.Like I said, I just had a phone number that connected me to them.
9:50And a group of engineers worked in Germany,and the idea was they would work separatelyon this problem of what's the successor to the SUV.They would come together, compare notes. Then they would work apart,come together, and they would produce togethera monumental set of diverse opinions that didn't pollute each other's ideas --but at the same time came together and resolved the problems.Hopefully, really understand the customer at its heart,where the customer is, live with them in America. So -- sent the team off,and actually something different happened. They went other places.
10:23(Laughter)
10:26They disappeared, quite honestly, and all I got was postcards.Now, I got some postcards of these guys in Las Vegas,and I got some postcards of these guys in the Grand Canyon,and I got these postcards of Niagara Falls,and pretty soon they're in New York, and I don't know where else.And I'm telling myself, "This is going to be a great car,they're doing research that I've never even thought about before."Right? And they decided that instead of, like, having a studio,and six or seven apartments,it was cheaper to rent Elizabeth Taylor's ex-house in Malibu.And -- at least they told me it was her house,I guess it was at one time, she had a party there or something.But anyway, this was the house, and they all lived there.Now this is 24/7 living, half-a-dozen people who'd left their --some had left their wives behind and families behind,and they literally lived in this housefor the entire six months the project was in America,but the first three months were the most intensive.And one of the young women in the project,she was a fantastic lady, she actually built her room in the bathroom.The bathroom was so big, she built the bed over the bathtub --it's quite fascinating.
11:44On the other hand, I didn't know anything about this. OK?Nothing. This is all going on, and all I'm getting is postcardsof these guys in Las Vegas, or whatever,saying, "Don't worry Chris, this is really going to be good." OK?So my concept of what a design studio was probably --I wasn't up to speed on where these guys were.
12:02However, the engineers back in Munichhad taken on this kind of Newtonian solution,and they were trying to find how many cup holderscan dance on the head of a pin, and, you know,these really serious questions that are confronting the modern consumer.And one was hoping that these two teams would get together,and this collusion of incredible creativity,under these incredible surroundings,and these incredibly stressed-out engineers,would create some incredible solutions.Well, what I didn't know was, and what we found out was --these guys, they can't even like talk to each other under those conditions.You get a divergence of Newtonian and quantum thinking at that point,you have a split in your dialog that is so deep, and so far,that they cannot bring this together at all.
12:53And so we had our first meeting, after three months, in Tiburon,which is just up the road from here -- you know Tiburon?And the idea was after the first three months of this independent researchthey would present it all to Dr. Goschel --who is now my boss, and at that time he was co-mentor on the project --and they would present their results.We would see where we were going,we would see the first indication of what could bethe successive phenomenon to the SUV in America.And so I had these ideas in my head, that this is going to be great.I mean, I'm going to see so much work, it's so intense --I know probably Las Vegas meant a lot about it,and I'm not really sure where the Grand Canyon came in either --but somehow all this is going to come together,and I'm going to see some really great product.So we went to Tiburon, after three months,and the team had gotten together the week before,many days ahead of time.The engineers flew over, and designers got together with them,and they put their presentation together.
13:48Well, it turns out that the engineers hadn't done anything.And they hadn't done anything because --kind of, like in car business, engineers are there to solve problems,and we were asking them to create a problem.And the engineers were waiting for the designers to say,"This is the problem that we've created, now help us solve it."And they couldn't talk about it. So what happened was,the engineers showed up with nothing.And the engineers told the designers,"If you go in with all your stuff, we'll walk out,we'll walk right out of the project."
14:28So I didn't know any of this,and we got a presentation that had an agenda, looked like this.There was a whole lot of dialog.We spent four hours being told all about vocabularythat needs to be built between engineers and designers.And here I'm expecting at any moment, "OK, they're going to turn the page,and I'm going to see the cars, I'm going to see the sketches,I'm going to see maybe some idea of where it's going."Dialog kept on going, with mental maps of words, and pretty soonit was becoming obvious that instead of being dazzled with brilliance,I was seriously being baffled with bullshit.And if you can imagine what this is like,to have these months of postcard indication of how great this team is working,and they're out there spending all this money, and they're learning,and they're doing all this stuff.I went fucking ballistic, right? I went nuts.You can probably remember Tiburon, it used to look like this.
15:24After four hours of this, I stood up, and I took this team apart.I screamed at them, I yelled at them, "What the hell are you doing?You're letting me down, you're my designers,you're supposed to be the creative ones,what the hell is going on around here?"It was probably one of my better tirades, I have some good ones,but this was probably one of my better ones. And I went into these people;how could they take BMW's money,how could they have a holiday for three months and produce nothing, nothing?Because of course they didn't tell us that they had three station wagonsfull of drawings, model concepts, pictures -- everything I wanted,they'd locked up in the cars, because they had shown solidarity with the engineers --and they'd decided not to show me anything,in order to give the chance for problem solving a chance to start,because they hadn't realized, of course,that they couldn't do problem creating.So we went to lunch --
16:22(Laughter)
16:27And I've got to tell you, this was one seriously quiet lunch.The engineers all sat at one end of the table,the designers and I sat at the other end of the table, really quiet.And I was just fucking furious, furious. OK?Probably because they had all the fun and I didn't, you know.That's what you get furious about right?And somebody asked me about Catherine, my wife, you know,did she fly out with me or something?I said, "No," and it triggered a set of thoughts about my wife.And I recalled that when Catherine and I were married,the priest gave a very nice sermon, and he said something very important.He said, "Love is not selfish," he said,"Love does not mean counting how many times I say, 'I love you.'It doesn't mean you had sex this many times this month,and it's two times less than last month,so that means you don't love me as much.Love is not selfish." And I thought about this, and I thought,"You know, I'm not showing love here. I'm seriously not showing love.I'm in the air, I'm in the air without trust.This cannot be. This cannot be that I'm expecting a certain number of sketches,and to me that's my quantification method for qualifying a team.This cannot be."
17:46So I told them this story. I said, "Guys, I'm thinking about something here,this isn't right. I can't have a relationship with you guysbased on a premise that is a quantifiable one.Based on a dictate premise that says, 'I'm a boss, you do what I say, without trust.'"I said "This can't be."Actually, we all broke down into tears, to be quite honest about it,because they still could not tell me how much frustration they had built upinside of them, not being able to show me what I wanted,and merely having to ask me to trust them that it would come.And I think we felt much closer that day,we cut a lot of strings that didn't need to be there,and we forged the concept for what real team and creativity is all about.We put the car back at the center of our thoughts, and we put love,I think, truly back into the center of the process.
18:45By the way, that team went on to create six different conceptsfor the next model of what would be the proposalfor the next generation after SUVs in America.One of those was the idea of a crossover coupes --you see it downstairs, the X Coupe -- they had a lot of fun with that.It was the rendition of our motorcycle,the GS, as Carl Magnusson says, "brute-iful,"as the idea of what could be a motorcycle, if you add two more wheels.And so, in conclusion, my lesson that I wanted to pass on to you,was this one here. I'm also going to steal a little quote out of "Little Prince."There's a lot to be said about trust and love,if you know that those two words are synonymous for design.I had a very, very meaningful relationship with my team that day,and it's stayed that way ever since.And I hope that you too find that there's more to design,and more towards the art of the design, than doing it yourself.It's true that the trust and the love, that makes it worthwhile.
“Education then, beyond all other devices of human origin, Is a great equalizer of the conditions of men.” – Horace Mann, 1848. At the time of his remarks I couldn’t read — couldn’t write. Any attempt to do so, punishable by death. For generations we have known of knowledge’s infinite power. Yet somehow, we’ve never questioned the keeper of the keys — The guardians of information.
Unfortunately, I’ve seen more dividing and conquering In this order of operations — a heinous miscalculation of reality. For some, the only difference between a classroom and a plantation is time. How many times must we be made to feel like quotas — Like tokens in coined phrases? — “Diversity. Inclusion” There are days I feel like one, like only — A lonely blossom in a briar patch of broken promises. But I’ve always been a thorn in the side of injustice.
Disruptive. Talkative. A distraction. With a passion that transcends the confines of my consciousness — Beyond your curriculum, beyond your standards. I stand here, a manifestation of love and pain, With veins pumping revolution. I am the strange fruit that grew too ripe for the poplar tree. I am a DREAM Act, Dream Deferred incarnate. I am a movement – an amalgam of memories America would care to forget My past, alone won’t allow me to sit still. So my body, like the mind Cannot be contained.
As educators, rather than raising your voices Over the rustling of our chains, Take them off. Un-cuff us. Unencumbered by the lumbering weight Of poverty and privilege, Policy and ignorance.
I was in the 7th grade, when Ms. Parker told me, “Donovan, we can put your excess energy to good use!” And she introduced me to the sound of my own voice. She gave me a stage. A platform. She told me that our stories are ladders That make it easier for us to touch the stars. So climb and grab them. Keep climbing. Grab them. Spill your emotions in the big dipper and pour out your soul. Light up the world with your luminous allure.
To educate requires Galileo-like patience. Today, when I look my students in the eyes, all I see are constellations. If you take the time to connect the dots, You can plot the true shape of their genius — Shining in their darkest hour.
I look each of my students in the eyes, And see the same light that aligned Orion’s Belt And the pyramids of Giza. I see the same twinkle That guided Harriet to freedom. I see them. Beneath their masks and mischief, Exists an authentic frustration; An enslavement to your standardized assessments.
At the core, none of us were meant to be common. We were born to be comets, Darting across space and time — Leaving our mark as we crash into everything. A crater is a reminder that something amazing happened here — An indelible impact that shook up the world. Are we not astronomers — looking for the next shooting star? I teach in hopes of turning content, into rocket ships — Tribulations into telescopes, So a child can see their potential from right where they stand. An injustice is telling them they are stars Without acknowledging night that surrounds them. Injustice is telling them education is the key While you continue to change the locks.
Education is no equalizer — Rather, it is the sleep that precedes the American Dream. So wake up — wake up! Lift your voices Until you’ve patched every hole in a child’s broken sky. Wake up every child so they know of their celestial potential. I’ve been a Black hole in the classroom for far too long; Absorbing everything, without allowing my light escape. But those days are done. I belong among the stars. And so do you. And so do they. Together, we can inspire galaxies of greatness For generations to come. No, sky is not the limit. It is only the beginning. Lift off.
